I didn't want us to burn out,

I didn't come here to hold you now I can't stop.

I want you to know,

that it doesn't matter where we take this road,

someone's gotta go.

And I want you to know,

you couldn't have loved me better,

but I want you to move on,

so I'm already gone.

I'm so annoyed >:( I was on Dailybooth and I posted a really long reply and it just froze, and I can't remember what I wrote before that and I just hate when this happens. Grrr. Anyway, my stomach hurts like mad, I don't even know why. And I've been eating so much this week, I keep spending all my money in school. So from next week onwards I'm not gonna step foot in the canteen. And the worst thing is that I have been drinking Coke EVERYDAY for TWO WEEKS.

Anyway, school was alright. Nobody and I mean NOBODY went though. We had Math, PE, Moral, Add Math and English today, and we didn't even learn anything except like Add Math. Well we had Math first, and I actually completed ALL my work but the teacher came into class and said "okay class, take your books out and complete your work" and then he left the class for like the entire hour. So I played with PJ's iPhone dayum so cool haha. Then after Math we had PE but Harps and I just sat around stalking little boys. Gosh there's this boy named Marcus he's like 13 and soooo cute. He's gonna grow up to be a hottie.

Anyway, after PE we had Moral but we didn't do much either. And then for break Harps and I had burgers, gosh so fattening. I'm definitely not buying anything from the canteen from Monday onwards. Okay anyway, after recess we had Add Math and we did like graph work and stuff, and we have like ONE homework haha. And then for English we went to the library. Neil and I were learning Japanese and Korean. T'was so funny hahaha, today was definitely a good day.

I'm really bored, it's 5 45PM and I have to go take a shower soon. I hope Dailybooth loads otherwise I'd be hella pissed.

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Okay so I got back from tuition an hour ago but I was watching American Idol. Love it, Kara is so awesome. I can't wait for next Wednesday because Katy Perry is the guest judge! :D Love her heaps. Which brings me to a state of confusion.. because I still don't know what to write for my essay. I actually wrote Matt Lanter, Angelina Jolie and Oprah Winfrey because well.. I kind of wanted it to be a tad bit inspirational but it just doesn't seem right because I want Katy Perry and Taylor Swift as well. :( I really hate this.. it's like.. writer's block. Except I'm not an author. Meh this sucks. Help? I have to hand it in by tomorrow and I'm screwed if I don't. Sigh I think I'm just gonna write Matt Lanter, Katy Perry and Angelina Jolie although I'm not a fan of her but she's quite an inspiration to heaps of people so yeh. Nyahah I'm also going to get my Math work done, and Chemistry and Moral oh golly truckloads of work :(

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So apparently Taylor Swift is coming to Kuala Lumpur? Someone posted it on Facebook and I googled in and a couple of other people said the same thing but I didn't get anything official if you get what I mean? If she comes to Malaysia I would most definitely go! Gosh Taylor Swift is just amazing. Love her heaps! :)

I have an English essay to complete, it's titled

"If I could have dinner with three famous people."

or smth like that. And my choices would be Taylor Swift, Matt Lanter and Chace Crawford. I actually wanted Dakota Fanning as well, but three is three so yes.

School today was alright, had Biology, Physics, Math, Malay and History.

Bio was good and so was Physics, we didn't do anything during Math and for Malay with had to read the literature book and I don't understand Malay so I'm pretty much screwed. Copied some synopsis shiz down and yeah, and for History I paid full attention. :D So proud of myself. History is actually VERY interesting, I'm gonna definitely read up so I don't feel like such an idiot the next lesson. Manjoo and I are total suck ups haha we were telling the teacher how much we'd like to sit infront to pay attention. :P

After school, Prav poured water all over me and I got so pissed. But whatever, one of my resolutions was to stay calm when I'm about to explode. Definitely hard as, but I'm gonna try my best to stick to it. He's definitely not worth getting worked up over, he just needs to learn to grow up. So.. whatever.

I have Add Math tuition in about an hour+ and I'm really lazy. Gonna complete my Math and English homework then head to DJ. I'm really tired but I'm just going to sleep at 10PM tonight. Can't believe it's already Friday. Gym tomorrow night! :D And Melisa's leaving :( So is Bryan. I'm gonna miss you guys heaps!

Love lotss.

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I am extremely exhausted. :(

School today was quite tiring.

We had Chemistry, Math, Malay, Moral and English.

Have to write a report on the experiment we did today, something to do with rate of reaction and temperature and shiz. And 3/4 of the class got kicked outta Math for not doing their homework. I got to stay in because my teacher gave me the benefit of the doubt ahaha, I didn't finish mine but I actually did like half of it. :P Handed in my Malay essay which was pretty much shit.

Didn't do much the rest of the day. Oh it's Aaron's 17th so they had a mini celebration during break, and KinYip who left like ages ago came back again, no idea why. All I know is that we go to the same AddMath tuition ahah. School was pretty much a bore.

Came home and slept until 4ish, woke up and went for Chemistry tuition. Then Jorleen's dad dropped me at school and I waited for my mom, then we got shiz like Nacho's and Coke and Sour Power! :D Love it. I'm going to either get diabetes for drinking too much coke and consuming way too much sugar, get obese for the same reason and my over eating whenever I'm bored (which is pretty much the whole day), or blood poisoning because I have a habit of drawing on ever part of my body when I have nothing better to do. Joyy.

I really want a tattoo on my hipbone. And I really need to lose weight. I actually lost like 4kgs over the first two weeks of January but I'm pretty sure I gained it all back because I've been eating heaps the past couple of days. I'm going to entirely stop eating again like I did because I really need to lose weight. Okay I'm going to stop obsessing over my weight, I'm sorry for the inconvenience caused. :P And fyi, don't bullshit saying I'm anorexic and shiz like that just because I don't eat. I actually do eat, I'm never going to stick to "not eating" because that's just.. not me. Eating is my life. The reason I didn't eat in the beginning of this year was because I was awfully ill and when you're ill you have absolutely no appetite therefore losing 4kgs.

AND, I'm most definitely not saying I'm fat. Most girls tend to say they're fat to get attention or to get people to tell them they're not? Quite frankly I do that too, sometimes. But right now in this very post I am not saying I'm fat and I don't need you to tell me I don't need to lose weight because whether I do or not, I still want to. This is me ranting, not me seeking attention wokay? But I'm pretty sure certain bitches are still gonna thinking I lack attention therefore this post so go ahead and think whatever you like because I've already made myself clear here and if you don't understand me then that's too bad for you.

AND, wanting to lose weight is natural for all gymnasts who are above the average gymnast size. And as you all know, gymnasts are STICK skinny. I don't wanna be stick skinny, just.. skinny. Whatever I need to stop talking :P Oh dude it's 11PM already, geez time flew! I'ma head to bed now. Sorry for the awfully long post hehe. Goodnight all.

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Oh and about the tagboard, I know this one is quite problematic compared to the cbox but I just had to get it because it matches the layout so much more! I understand it's hard to post stuff on it sometimes but just be patient okay, like type what you have to say and then click shout just once and refresh the page or something, it should be there. Thank you :D

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I managed to draft all my older posts, this is the 558th post if I'm not wrong. :) School today was fine, I actually forgot to set my alarm clock last night so I overslept today. But I got to school on time anyhow. Had AddMath, Physics, Math, Biology, English and History. Came home and yeah. Gosh I've been eating so much. :( I'm watching The Proposal atm, and am gonna take a shower soon. Gonna sleep by 8PM for sure. I have no idea what to blog about ahah.

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Hello, I'm sorry I haven't updated my blog at all. I guess I just lost the blogging mojo after a while, but I reckon it's back. I was supposed to hit the sack by half past 10, but I guess not. :P I have yet to shower, and pack my school bag. I don't have tomorrow's class schedule, I should've written it down earlier when I had the chance.

I guess I'll be updating my blog a lot more from now, so much has been happening and I have a pretty bad memory and I've probably already forgotten most of what has happened this year,

and it's only been about 19 days.

Okay, bye. :D

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Okay I just spent like 20 minutes drafting my posts back to January 2009. I haven't finished drafting all of them which is why my last post would be... well, then. I'll do it tomorrow because my mom's bugging me to get off the computer and I have to shower and take my contacts off anyway, it's getting so annoying and I can't stop blinking. So I'll finish everything tomorrow and I'ma change my link too. Hilman, you're probably the only person who reads this thing bahahah.

xxx